Song & Story
Andy and I were
waxing philosophical last night as we drove through the twilight on the
way to contradance. This six-nearly-seven year old has a power over me--the
power to make me laugh with tears rolling down my face, the power to amaze,
to make me fish around for words to explain the almost unexplainable, or
to explain the things that are so simple that I've never thought to put
words to them.
And so it was as
we delved into spiritual matters last night. We talked about how Elvis
has been dead for twenty years now. Andy is fascinated with Elvis, and
he says it seems like he died just yesterday. I asked him why and he said
it is because he can still listen to his music anytime. We talked about
the spirit, how the spirit is the part of us that doesn't die. Andy and
I have many conversations about the spirit. We talked about the different
things that people believe happen to their spirit when they die. Andy told
me what he believes. Then this six year old boy told me that no one is
right, no one really KNOWS. Or conversely, I said, everyone is right.
love his questioning. I see a spark in him that I fail to see in many people
around me, adults and otherwise. Sometimes he is exasperating because he questions
everything. He questions, whether I am stating facts or offering opinion.
I sometimes have to go to great lengths to convince him of something. He has
the spark that starts fires, this son of mine.
On the way home,
still talking, we look to the skies. The moon is nearly full. The manface
is big-eyed and open-mouthed. I tell him about the Sea of Tranquility.
Andy asks how we can keep moving, yet we never drive past the moon, and
I try to tell him how it works like that when things are very, very far
away. He says he doesn't understand. I'll draw you a picture, I tell him.
He says how can I draw a picture of how we can't go past the moon. These
are difficult things.
We lost the moon
for a bit, and Andy was ready to disprove all my theories about the moon
and distance, then turned back east and there it was, hanging right over
our house. This morning he reminds me, "Remember you are going to
draw me a picture of the moon and why we can't go past it." So I have
to go do that now.
Julie Grinstead has adventured high and low
and come home to nest in Bloomington, Indiana, where she raises perennials
and two boys, programs computers, hikes as much as possible, dabbles in
grass roots environmental activism, and contradances every Wednesday. Through
her writing, she examines those things which are painfully, joyfully, intimately
personal, in hopes of finding something universal. She does not mince words
or eat animals.
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